Pretty hilarious photo of me from when I was 18 years old. The scars on my arms and the dirt on my face. The angry look and cigarette burns. Sleep deprivation and malnutrition yes… then theres the band on my arm that was supposed to be the symbol for eternal friendship which has since been destroyed on purpose.
I was stronger in this photo and more hopeful. Today I crave what I never really wanted but I was never naive. Not for a second.